There's two instances of myself, the one which I think is my true self which is the ongoing conscious being that's inside my head and the one that leaves traces in written text (and other media), such as in this weblog. I find that the one I think is my true self seems much more intelligent and wise. I'm fine with that, but I feel like it's the intelligence and wisdom of the other me that I should be focusing on. It lags behind on the intelligence and wisdom department, but it's the one that leaves any marks outside of my own brain.

If you know what I mean. (Probably not, because this is the stupider of the two that's actually talking to you.)