My use of English language takes odd twists as I find myself using expressions that I'm not quite sure are correct. I no longer translate everything explicitly to Finnish in my head. Sometimes an English word comes to my mind when I'm trying to say something and I have to look up the word in dictionary only to find out that it really was the word I was looking for.

I have no idea how others perceive my writing in English. I know that I can get some ideas across, but I also know that more complicated ideas require more effort on my part to even get expressed in English. And I'm sure I make fundamental mistakes in my grammar that I fail to notice.